The moment I ended things with the ex, my life had somehow been renewed. It’s now a new life for me. And with a new life, a new beginning for all things that will come. It feels good to leave the bad behind and moved on with life. It’s even better when I found somebody who treats me the way I should be treated as I move along with life. I know it’s been only a short period of time after I ended a really bad relationship. I know some may even think it’s too soon for me to start seeing somebody new right now. But feelings are hard to come by. Most importantly, feelings are not easily developed. Well, at least it’s not easily developed on my side. My Mum seems to think that I easily fall for people who treats me well especially when I’m out and down. She somehow thinks that I’m on a rebound right now but I know I’m not. The moment the ex confessed to cheating on me, the moment I found out the whole truth from his friends and the girl he cheated with, there’s absolutely no chance of us getting back together, ever. From that moment on, I just dropped everything, left it behind me, and moved on with life.
It was during that period of time, while I was going with the flow of life, that I met Him. Him being the new guy in my life. Him being YK. Our friends introduced us and before long, we were SMS-ing each other til the wee hours of the day, hanging out with each other, going for drinks and movies (although it’s always in a group). As we got to know each other better, I found myself to gradually start developing feelings for him. Everytime my phone rings because of message, I’ll find myself hoping real hard that it’s YK. There were so many signs that were gradually making themselves obvious to me that I have feelings for him. It wasn’t long before he finally told me how he felt and a couple of days after that, we got together and started seeing each other. From that point onwards, with the formation of a new relationship, there exists something new. Something that doesn’t involve me and the past, but me and the future.
No doubt I’ll be leaving for Ozzy soon to continue my degree. But whatever happens in the future, I still think it’s worth it.
We’re now trying our best to spend as much time with each other as possible. I’d been down to KL for the past week and a half and during that period of time, I’d been with him except when he’s at work. Frankly, those time were one of the happiest moment I ever had for such a long long time now. He pampers me as much as he can and most importantly, he makes me feel special and important in his life. Something that the ex had never ever made me feel. Yes, the ex might have treated me really well at times, but time and again, he always fail to make me feel special and important cause each time that he treats me well, it feels like there’s some motive behind it. With YK, the feeling’s different. Whenever YK treats me well and makes me feel special and important, I know he’s doing it without any sort of ulterior motive, he do it because he truly wants to, he do it cause he’s sincere. Now, how often do you find that in a guy hmm?
